June Recap

"Don't be afraid to feel as angry or as loving as you can, because when you feel nothing, it is just death." -Lena Home

Good month overall this month.  Would have liked to have a little bit more vertical but otherwise right what I was shooting for.  Most of this was over 10,000ft in Alma as well.  Hopefully between the fitness from the marathon training I was doing most of the year and then layering this on top of  that fitness will get me to the finish line of Hardrock next week for a 3rd time, that is if they even have it.  Even though the Ouray 100 which is the week after Hardrock cancelled, they have not really even put out a statement until today (Sunday).  They did cancel trail work today (Sunday before the race) which I think is somewhat telling.  I really hate being in limbo and not knowing what is going on.  I really don't want to travel the 7 hours down there just to have them cancel so hoping if that is in the cards to cancel that it happens before I start driving down there on Tuesday afternoon.  At this point with how bad the air is I am almost to the point that I may pull my name out of the race anyways, I don't really want all that shit in my lungs.  Of course I also start a new job on Monday after Hardrock so that is also heavy on my mind and playing into my emotions as well.  At least I did everything I could to get ready, now it is just a waiting game for a few days.